Well, today was weigh in and it wasn’t good at all. I gained 1.8 pounds. Now I am at 291.2 pounds. I don’t know if it is because of my monthly friend came last night or because of what I eat this week. So I have one week for the period to be over and as for the food, all I can do is watch what I eat. My friend lost 5 pounds and I am glad for her, but I feel like crying because I didn’t lose anything. Now, I know in a previous blog I make sure you look forward and not back on the problem and dwell on the problem. I am looking back but trying to figure out what I did wrong so I won’t gain more weight next week. I got some get advice from my friend which I will be using for this coming week.
So besides my weight making me have a bad mood, I am having my period and it’s the first time in 3 years since I have been off Birth Control (BC). So I am not used to the pain that comes with it. The BC usually helped with the pain because it would make it shorter. So now, since I am single again I decided to get off the BC because it was a waste of money. I wasn’t going to keep paying for a product I wasn’t getting any use out of it. I have been single 11 months now and I have not had sex since my last relationship. Now some people would go crazy for not having sex for that all, but I am okay with it. I have toys, but it’s still not that same. I do miss the touch of a man, but I will not let that be the reason to just have sex with anyone. I am looking for a meaningful relationship with someone and I am hoping to find that same thing in a man. So yeah life sucks a little right now, but I am working on myself. While I do that maybe the right man will step up and talk to me or call me. I never know.
So, I am going home after work and planning to work out then go pick up a friend from work. Then back to school work again. I feel that working out helps me with my emotions and sadness. Well, tomorrow will be a better day.
Weight Loss Tip: Emotions:
Emotions can make you want to eat more and more. It can also make you feel let down my for the choices you picked, well look back and don’t do it again. Don’t dwell on it because it will just cause you more problems than solving them. Writing and exercising are a good way to lose weight and stress. If you have a hobby that makes you feel good then do it.
Here is a website for celebrates that love their thin or big bodies.
Dating Advice: Lonely:
Whenever you feel lonely, put on a movie. It can be a chick flix or an action film. Go out and do something that makes you happy. When a guy sees you doing something you enjoy then more than likely he will come over to you. Or be brave and go up to him.
Here is a website that everyone that is single should watch:
http://screen.yahoo.com/free-love-advice-party-edition-27706960.html
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