Day 4 of the Life Change

Well, today was a little bit of a challenge for food today. I had my shake today but earlier than I normally do. Then I went to work. After 2 hours, I found out that my stomach starts to hurt a lot if I don’t eat every two hours. I had some Colby Cheese and after my first bite I could taste the fat in the cheese. I know the change is working because I used to eat cheese a lot and loved it. Now I don’t want to eat it as much as I used too. I also tried some M & Ms and found out that is has too much sugar in it. The same went for cough drops too. I skipped my yogurt for a meatloaf dinner with my family. I am thinking of skipping my other shake, but I may bring it with me to my friends tonight anyways.

I also got some more information to read about what to eat and not to eat. The books are called “Eat This, Not That” and “Biggest Loser Switch.” I am planning to read those and get some much needed homework done before school starts. I am also in the process of getting my computers set and read for school on January 9, 2012. I am hoping everything works out good.

Now on to New Years Eve, I am working this weekend, but allowed to go out. I don’t know what to do. I want to go out to the club/ bar because I would like to kiss someone I never kissed before. Someone that I am attracted too, but it looks like I am out yet again because I don’t have anyone to go with at all. So it looks like I am going to be with family and friends this year at their houses but I don’t mind. I am glad that they are willing to let me stay over there. It has been rough because I haven’t had a single date since February 27, nor have I had sex. See I am the type of woman that is willing to wait three or more dates before having sex. Most guys just want the sex and not the relationship that is why I am waiting for the right guy. I would like to go on a date but it doesn’t look like that is going to happen anytime soon. Plus, I know better to not pick up a guy from a bar because all they want to do is score. I am not a one night stand type of girl. So I hope God will help me find that man that is looking for the same things as me. I just hope there is a guy out there somewhere.

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